Monday, January 22, 2007

twentytwo and a new year


wow. back to the blogger.

3 months have gone by and it is january 22 and the world is wonderful.

a lot has happened since the twenty second three months ago, and i have learned a lot about what i was writing about months ago. and now i cant help but trust that the world knows what its doing and to enjoy the ride and try not to worry about things, especially those things you cannot control. you are more free, more strong, and your soul is lighter... its an amazing thing. i cant say i have been practicing this for the entire month....but everything kind of came together after the events of the past few days. nothing makes me happier than experiencing life with the people i love. i continue to learn more about the world and myself when i am shown them through the eyes of my friends. my friends are beautiful, inspiring, intriguing and...well... pretty much out of control. this day gives me good feelings about the world and what is here, and what can become. and although the future is exciting... it doesn't belong to us yet. that kind of is awesome though. i used to think it would be weird growing up... and i have begun to love it. the journey is like nothing else. and its yours. only yours. thats kinda ricidulously special and amazing right? go where you want....be who you are....do what makes you happy...be with who you love. this is all we have. i want to hug you now.

that was the guy who booed in the living room. we slept before right. palm tree. no meter. nems. blue shirts. red lights. 22. amazing.

"take your best shot. here i stand heart in hand.
and fearless i’m not, but i am what I am.
i know what i’m not, and I know enough to know it’s never
gonna be much more than weather, you can’t drive me away
when it’s only rain."

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