Sunday, October 22, 2006

love, kindess and strength

with all the events that are constantly happening, and as it seems, more constantly changing, i cant help but be inspired. growing up i was taught ideas....and as i grew up i found my own ideas about things. but i must give credit to the people who taught me what they did, because in the end i was eventually allowed to discover my own ideas, thoughts and feelings.

the more and more i know and learn, the more i change what i thought i knew and learned. people are surprising me more now, or maybe i am just more aware now. but back to the inspiration...

i sit here on my porch and look at the rain clouds, the sun setting, eat pasta, drink my glass of shiraz and take in what the week threw at me. its absolutely more than one could have thought. big issues, new lessons and exciting stories all came together to put this weeks show on. and it was entertaining, for the most part. i would have paid good money to see it. but put the new lessons and exciting stories aside, big issues had the spotlight. the realization of what life can throw at you is overwhelming. i wish i could fix everyones problems.

at this moment in my life i cannot help but look around and be so incredibly grateful for what i have right now. i have accomplished more then i could have hoped for. i was taught love the minute i was born and continue to try and spread that anywhere i can. i hope with all of my heart that all the people in the world, no matter who they be, what they want, what they have done or strive to do, believe in something they want so much that they are willing to fight with their whole soul for it. it will happen, if you are sure of it.

as for me, i want to give people hope. in a world that is not easy, finding things to believe in and things to fight for seems to help me roll along with it. or find your own way of rolling....

so blame the shiraz if you want, but i cant help but give credit to the amazing people who have inspired me throughout my life.... teaching me love, kindness and most recently, incredible strength. i love my friends and my family with my entire being.

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