oh my fall.

"sights and sounds pull me back down another year. i was here..."

the days have been beautiful. love getting up in the morning, pulling up the blinds, opening my window to greet another new pigeon on the firescape. and feeling what the air is like this day. i like e-mail a lot right now. why? no idea...so many opportunites could come over some satellite from whoever at any moment. weird. but kinda fun. i am liking the 'what-ifs' but not in any kind of terrible or frustrated way. just in a light hearted laughable way... ahhhh there are so many of them! what-if ANYTHING. nothing ever really makes sense until it does. the hard part is breathing until then. my breathing hasn't been incredibly deep lately, but im not finding anything too wrong with it. i know, yoga, there is just a lot going on. i think i actually like walking up to our 5th floor apt everyday. thats weird. seeing tori amos two nights in a row was pretty much out of control. why the random funny thoughts. i think it's fall. i love fall. it's beautiful. especially this one. so is life. and all the amazing people i have come across thus far. just love and thanks forever and forever and forever and forever...


"...and we make it up as we go along...and as we are looking back then we'll understand we held gold dust in our hands..."