Sunday, November 02, 2008

"its only love that gets you through"

its a situation you feel like you have been in before but its just slightly different as situations usually are as you recognize them throughout the life. and you reflect, realizing you must have learned from it last time....but confused as to how to deal with it this time. do the little things make that much of a difference that you can't figure out how to deal? or do you care more this time than the last? the more i understand its other peoples feelings on the line, more than mine, and care that it is more than mine...the more careful i seem to be. i think we scare ourselves by caring more than we intended. or maybe we always wanted to care this much but tried to intend on not caring so much because we were scared of what that meant. and its not even that deep. its just the constant questioning. and realizing not everyone is on your side. whatever that means to you. but in the end...you know, deep in your gut... nothing blocks whats meant to be. whatever that outcome is. whatever goes along with it. there is no denying it. no matter what people tell you. or tells another. they can make you try and see its not meant to be. or that it absolutely is. in the end...and this is both scary and beautiful... it really does not matter. they dont have that power. no one does. whatever is meant to be just finds its way. and will be. however and whatever that means. so to give attention to the undeniable who believes they are the most powerful is a waste of time. "its only love that gets you through." and it only reminds me how true that is. why wish anything less than love for anyone. truly. sit with that thought. talk yourself in or out of it. but really. why not just love. and wish love. and spread love. and be love. knowing how powerful that is. and amazing. and real. and beautiful. what in the world do we really know anyway. except to love. i beg it of you. "its only love that gets you through." i really beg it of you.

No comments: